Video Blogs

Posted: Monday, November 7, 2011 in Uncategorized

DO THE TWIST: BRAIDING (3 STYLES)

Trixie created a tutorial video for braiding hair. The background music she used is catchy and actually very nice to listen to. It added up to the mood that the video blogger was trying to present. One more thing is that she really looked like she was enjoying what she was doing which made me more engrossed to the tutorial. The video, overall, was informative and helpful by showing new ways on how to style your braids but some changes can be done in order to make it better.

I noticed that when Trixie was braiding her hair, the camera was not focus on the act of braiding hence, the viewers cannot see how the braid was actually done. It looked like she was just watching herself braid her hair in front of a mirror. It could have been more effective if she actually shown the audience up close how the braiding was done.

SEMI DONUT BUN TUTORIAL

Rose Lyn created a tutorial for another hairstyle which is the semi donut bun. It was nice that she gave a short description of her video and said that she actually uses that kind of hairstyle often which shows that she knows what she’s doing.

I prefer the method that she has done in showing how to actually do the semi donut bun. Her hair was facing the camera therefore giving the viewers a clearer view on how it is done. On the other hand, she could have moved closer to the camera to give the viewers an even more clear view of the process which could have made the video a lot more effective. Also, what Rose Lyn could have done was to cut clips of the actual semi donut bun process and repeat it again towards the end of the video to further instill on the audience on how it is done.

Personal blog sites

Posted: Monday, November 7, 2011 in Uncategorized

http://nicolemcnp.blogspot.com/

Home page

Nicole’s blog site contains posts that are required for this assignment. Her blog site is presented in a way that is easy to manage. The color palette of her chosen theme for this blog site is in accordance with the colors of her weebly site. The blog archive is located at the side which gives an easy access to the readers to find old posts.

http://kmonasterial.blogspot.com/

Home page

What caught my attention with Kim’s blogspot is its title. It directly speaks of what the blog is all about. Again, the blog site is easy to manage because of the simple theme that has been applied. Speaking of the theme, books, that has been used is appropriate to what the blog contains. The posts are basically informative hence, having books on the background supplements the point that the blogger is trying to depict.

Inspire Me

Posted: Friday, November 4, 2011 in Uncategorized

It’s a short sentence but it speaks a thousand words. I constantly put into mind this saying whenever i feel down or troubled and it has helped me many times and in many ways to overcome whatever downtime i am going through. It serves as an inspiration for me to move forward.

Going Digital

Posted: Friday, November 4, 2011 in Uncategorized

Digital & Ad Agencies Today

David Guerrero basically talks about the power of social media plus online marketing and online advertising. It shows how important those three are nowadays. Advertising of today differs from how it was yesterday. Before, the different departments of agencies were separated from each other meaning, they work independently. Departments such as creatives, accounts, media and the like work on their own niche lacking coordination from the other divisions which is improper since if you produce collaterals, everything should be aligned and coordinated; TV commercials, print ads, radio ads should all be in line with the strategy of the campaign. It not only ends in the separation of departments but it also continues to the partition of people inside their respective departments and these two problems have been solved with the advertising of the current generation. Today, departments of agencies work in a tight knit. They work together and interdependently despite not being under one roof hence producing better materials.

Since the rise of social media, people are saying that television is going to die because of the internet. Nowadays, materials visible on tv are also made available on the internet. Commercials of specific products can be seen on their website and now, you can actually watch your favourite shows online making it easier for loyal patrons since they can continuously watch the episodes because of the listings made accessible on host sites. But what the general public is not seeing is that, television is still the next big thing; not the internet on the reason that internet reinforces tv. For example; I am an avid fan of the TV series ‘Cougar Town’. The moment I hear that a new episode or season is out, first thing I’m going to do is log on to the internet and check its Facebook page, forums or any website that might contain updates on the said topic. Once I’ve gathered enough information, I go back to television to watch the actual airing of the series. What you can see here is that the internet serves as a medium to activate tv once again.

The Philippines ranks fourth in Asia and seventeenth around the world in terms of Twitter usage. Also, the Philippines is considered as the Facebook capital of Southeast Asia. At the time this webinar was made, Facebook penetration in the Philippines was 36%. Meaning, if you put up ads in Facebook, you will hit 36% of your target market.

With the stats mentioned above, obviously social media has it s advantages. Social media is very concentrated when it comes to targeting. For example; if you put up an ad in Facebook and your target is 21 – 30 years old this is where profiling comes into place. Facebook will only show those ads to people who are under that profile of 21 – 30 years old which makes it easier for the brands to reach their target market. With the use of Social media, you can easily monitor your progress for example; the views you have on YouTube, hits on your blog site, followers you have on Twitter, the number of likes you have on your Facebook fan page, etc. It gives you the present time status of your social media websites. Advertising ads that are “liked” are much effective than those “not liked”. This does not literally mean Facebook likes but also retweets in Twitter, shared link on Facebook or Twitter and the like.

The Philippines is known as the texting capital of the world due to its rampant usage of the sms service of mobile phones. With this, mobile advertising has become as strong as internet advertising. People can easily send text blasts when they see a billboard of a certain product that has a new endorser hence creating word of mouth. Smartphones have been a huge contributor to this since with these kinds of phones, a person can install Twitter, Facebook, etc. applications which can easily connect you to the internet. Twitter feeds and status updates can be easily seen so it follows that people can instantly retweet or like the mentioned.

Social media is often misconceptualized as just putting up a website. The job does not end there. Social media is often called earned media since having a nice website does not necessarily mean success or effectiveness. The website should reinforce your brand image meaning that the website should be consistent with your message and marketing collaterals. Another, people should be active in your website. It should have visits and activities. People should put into mind that brand site is dead. It is not enough that your website only has complete information because the market’s wants and needs are continuously changing. It should be an avenue wherein people can participate, share and interact with each other because people want to be involved with its co-users. Most importantly, there should be a personal connection between the consumers and the brand.

Blogs

Posted: Thursday, November 3, 2011 in Uncategorized

http://www.ourawesomeplanet.com/

Home page

Our awesome planet is a blog about Manila’s hidden places, food and travel secrets. What’s nice aobut this blog is that it offers a first hand experience on the topics that are written on the blog based on a family friendly point of view. It never fails to give its loyal readers something to look forward to or something to be excited about and rest assured that everything he posts is credible.

The website is designed to be user friendly by having tabs that are easy to understand and commands that are easy to execute. The main page is arranged from the most recent posts to previous ones. Also, one can find specific articles by browsing through different categories. It has a layout that is easy to operate. It’s quite simple actually. It starts from the header down to the main content having sponsors, search bar, links of its other websites and permalinks on the side. I personally like the design of Our Awesome Planet because it is simple with a bit of flare hence reaching and informing its readers in a very manageable way.

One thing that I like seeing in blogs is when there are related topics available at the end of a certain article that serves the interests of readers which shows that the blogger is very much concerned and interested with its readers. Another thing is the comments of other readers that makes the blog more reliable and efficient. The URL that Anton Diaz, the blogger, used is very clever. It is something that raises curiosity and excitement from the readers.

http://thoughtcatalog.com/

Home page

Thought catalog is a collection of non-fiction articles from real people. They have entrants from people who first hand experiences and feels the things that they post.

What caught my attention when i first entered their website is the layout. It is plain and simple in a very minimalist way hence giving it an elegant feel. The website is very easy to navigate having numerous posts, categories, tabs, sponsors, related links on all pages. It gives its users everything they would need without cluttering the page and at the same time unable to neglect the need of the readers for the necessary information the they would require. The simplicity that the website has makes it repel critiques and lands it on the other side of mainstream.

Weebly brands

Posted: Thursday, November 3, 2011 in Uncategorized

http://magnoliavisualartsportfolio.weebly.com/

Home page

Magnolia Visual Arts Portfolio’s weebly site focuses on its products by showing various photos on its home page. I see the brand as something that takes pride on its work and that is what they use as their core advantage in acquiring clients. A reader can choose from the different categories of photography that they engage in from the tabs that can be found at the bottom of the website. It keeps its status, integrity, and privacy by keeping its clientele on the down low by having the log in page when a visitor clicks the “client” tab.

Magnolia Visual Arts Portfolio keeps its site simple hence making it easy to use by the consumers. They keep the layout clean and simple therefore making it uncluttered. The URL they are currently using adds to the simplicity and direct to the point approach that their website offers.

Maybe what the creators can do is to add more information on how to conduct business with them because after all it is still a photography business that they are running. Despite knowing the fact that Magnolia Visual Arts Portfolio is indeed a business, visitors might think twice because of the photo gallery feel that the website is depicting.

http://www.amewsme.com/

Home page

Amewsme is a photography brand with its weebly site presenting its different aspects like blog, photos, etc. It gives its visitors complete information on background, reviews, FAQ, and the like. As compared to other photography weebly sites that i have visited, Amewsme presents itself as a business rather than a gallery of its captured photos by having tabs like “online scheduling and payments” and “proofs”. Its URL is somehow catchy. It might not be understood by the public so there is a page dedicated to explaining its meaning. Amewsme not only focuses on photography services but offer other services as well.

The layout of the Amewsme is quite cute actually, obviously having a feminine touch but I find it too cluttered thus making the website look messy and confusing. There are too many elements on Amewsme’s website that it might lead to confusion with the readers.

Weebly profiles

Posted: Tuesday, November 1, 2011 in Uncategorized

http://kmonasterial.weebly.com/

Kimberly’s weebly profile speaks about herself in detail. She describes herself in relation to her craft, family, friends, and aspirations. Also, with the theme and design that she has chosen, it shows a bit of her personality that she is girly. The website provides its readers a glimpse of her outlook in life, which is optimism. She also gave enough mediums on how to contact her through her “Contact Me” page.

What’s lacking in Kimberly’s weebly profile is the basic details like birth date, etc. that the readers will be looking for. What she could have done is to indicate her formal profile and at the same time her interests, and the like. to showcase a more dimensional side of herself. Another thing is that the pages in her website are too wordy and that may cause the readers to lose interest plus the color scheme is too blunt. Lastly, the website is leaning more towards the blog side rather than appealing as a formal website with the way it is designed and the words chosen by the creator.

http://nicolemcnp.weebly.com/

Home page

Nicole’s weebly profile speaks a lot about herself in terms of academics, extra curricular activities, and social life. She really made her website personal. She has presented herself in a way that shows all aspects of her life. She has provided the readers a glimpse of how she is in every aspect. What’s nice about her weebly profile is that it has the balance of a blog and a formal profile. It is like an online resume with the added benefit of her social life. What’s nice about her website is that she provided an “updates” tab wherein her activities will be shown. This isn’t a common thing to see or do because it’s like you’re incorporating your twitter or Facebook account, with all your updates, into your profile. Also, she provided a “Links” tab that shows websites that are similar to hers to give an avenue for users like her to be linked to her and known by the public.

The first thing i noticed that is lacking in her website is her last name. She only provided her first name in which the readers will ask for her last name. Another thing is the theme that she used. Although the color might speak of her strong personality, the colors that she has chosen are too loud.

Go Hard or GO HOME!

Posted: Friday, February 25, 2011 in blabbers

FUCK YEAH!

Don’t blink. Don’t turn your back.

Posted: Thursday, June 3, 2010 in blabbers

Everything can change in a split second.

Everything can be gone in a second.

Everyone who mattered to you might turn out to be just an imagination.

Everything that has been right in front of you for yours might just come into realization and wake you up to reality.

I listened.. But i didn’t say i understood

Posted: Thursday, June 3, 2010 in blabbers

GUILTY.

Moving up in the age ladder

Posted: Thursday, June 3, 2010 in emotional instability

Ever since i went into college, I have changed a lot. Not only in terms of my priority but also with the attitude i have in life. The things that mattered most to me in High school like gimiks, doesn’t seem important to me now. Back then when i would miss just a single one of of my barkada’s gimiks, i would feel like it was the end of the world and for sure i would throw a fit for not being able to join them. Some things that seemed an essential part of my life back then is now like a vivid imagination.

Is it bad if i don’t want to socialize anymore? Right now, I don’t see the positive contribution it has to my life. Parties and stuff are a big “X” mark to me. Don’t get me wrong, i still would love to have lunch or dinner with the people i know but big gatherings are a big NO NO. It seems like i have grown out of the partying stage. Did i mature too fast? Would i not enjoy college life anymore?

Folks and their kids

Posted: Friday, July 3, 2009 in blabbers

One thing i hate the most is when parents scare their kids. For example, when they act like they are going to leave their kids behind. The kids go all screaming and crying! For Pete’s sake! It’s a kid, your kid! Don’t give them a heart attack

With words, People can tell lies. With words, most of the time the truth is not revealed.

Actions speak for itself. Actions depict a million of words.

Hearts reign despite the odds. Hearts are victorious every time.

Words fail us. Actions speak what we cannot say. Hearts reign supreme in any circumstance.

I hate drama

Posted: Tuesday, June 9, 2009 in blabbers

I feel like people are constantly searching for drama in their life. Why can’t people just be contented with their life? Be happy because they are happy. People always find ways to spice up their life, look for that thrill.

We are always looking for problems, creating drama for our own pleasure and self-fulfillment. People tend to create drama to prove to themselves that they are not weaklings, that they can over come every trouble that comes their way. But don’t we realize that we are the ones responsible for such problems and drama? We tend to incline ourselves towards awkward situations. Drama is not supposed to be a part of our daily lives. It CAN be avoided if we just sit back, shut up and enjoy our happy lives.

Love and Acceptance

Posted: Monday, June 8, 2009 in shiznit

I strongly believe that people have a hard time dealing with these two topics. How will one know when exactly to believe that it is indeed love and when is the right time for acceptance?

Most of us grew up in a world of closed doors. Seeing, believing, following what is taught to us and what is accepted by society. I lived in closed doors, for most of my 17-year life. But sooner or later my eyes opened up to the millions of possibilities in this world. There is a lot more to what i believe and what i have experienced, there is a lot more to see and learn.

I do believe that Love has no form, no possible scientific explanation. The phenomenon of love cannot be explained. Once it hits you, there’s no way out. You are in. Whether it is the wrong-abnormal-obscene kind of love, the fact of the matter is, YOU ARE STILL IN LOVE.

Isn’t love supposed to be a gift? Then why has loving a person become so hard? As time passes by, complications grow even more. For example; we all live in the same world, ONE world. Then why is it that people are separated from each other? The rich world, the poor world. There has always been a separation, a distinct line between different kinds of people. It makes loving so hard.

Love is a gift. Love makes people feel like there are no other needs. Love will forever make people happy. But getting there, that is the hard part. ;)

Acceptance: the mental attitude that something is believable and should be accepted as true (at least that’s what the Dictionary says) But i have my own definition of this word which is;
Acceptance: an action feared by most of the people.

Admit it people, we are AFRAID of this word. Acceptance can be applied in many different ways. i.e. accepting that you are wrong, accepting the circumstances of a situation or accepting the consequences of your action.

Acceptance should start within yourself first. It would be like living a lie if you will not be able to accept certain matters of your life. Others will not be able to accept you, if you yourself will not learn to accept.

“if it makes you happy, it can’t be that bad”

Goodbye year of the rat. Hello 2009!

Posted: Friday, January 2, 2009 in shiznit

2008 was one hell of a roller coaster ride for me. There were alot of ups and downs but luckily, i survived and i’m still sane. The number 1 obstacle for me last year, was adapting and accepting the changes i was experiencing in College. The people, the culture, the attitude, the pressure, the work load and a lot more. Good thing i was able to cope up and until now, i still am.

Of course there were still other problems that i did encounter. Love, friends and family.But i don’t want to further elaborate on those.

After the year 2008, i now believe that every problem we encounter in our lives is just a test from God. A test if we can hold on and have faith in him. Because after all, i am still standing and waiting for the oppurtunity that tomorrow might bring.

During the last seconds of 2008, i was wondering what i can do to end my year on a happy note. I didn’t want to just sit around and watch the countdown on TV. I wanted to do something that i will remember forever. I decided to hug my parents and tell them that I love them. This might sound petty to other people, but for me it is a big thing. And i know, it is also heart warming for my parents.

I want this year to be better, to be different. Less naughtier. HAHA >:) I don’t want to make a list of my new year’s resolutions because i know that i wouldn’t be able to do it. I want to make some kind of a “To-Do” list for the year ’09. It might not sound different from a new year’s resolution. But for me, it makes a difference. Here’s the list:

  • Have the guts to talk to J.M.
  • Drink only a few times a week– Definition of few to follow :) )
  • Lessen my chimney-ing
  • Leave all those “insignificant” stuffs in 2008
  • Clean my room
  • Finish all my required courses on time
  • LOSE WEIGHT

So Happy New Year! Let’s see what luck the year of the Ox has for us ;)

My dearest B*tch :p

Posted: Friday, December 26, 2008 in shiznit
You got to LOVE those HATERS.

They keep you under the Limelight all the time.

They always talk about you

It’s even FLATTERING.

YOU’RE THE ONE WITH THE PROBLEM MY DEAR

IT’S ALL ABOUT FEELING SECURED WITH YOUR MAN
BUT I GUESS YOUR NOT

aaaww. Too bad.
HA HA! >:)

oh shiiiit!

Posted: Friday, December 19, 2008 in shiznit

YES BABY!

I PASSED ALL MY FREAKIN’ SUBJECTS!

Now, who’s happy? :D haha! I passed ACTBAS!(Finally!) and BUSMATH!

ooohhh shhiiitt :p

That was one hell of a birthday and Christmas gift from GOD! THANK YOU!

It’s going to be a good Christmas Break :D

perfect stranger

Posted: Sunday, December 7, 2008 in blabbers

I am in deep “like” of a stranger.

I don’t even know him

I don’t even exist in his world.

Oh God, i sound pathetic.

YOU

Posted: Monday, December 1, 2008 in emotional instability

You no longer make my heart skip a beat.

You no longer stop my world whenever i see you.

You no longer take my breath away.

You no longer put a smile in my face.

You no longer make me wanna do stupid things.

You no longer make me want to come back running to you.

“The thought of you no longer makes me want to fall in love with you all over again..”

THE END.

why i’m not an enthusiast of Christmas

Posted: Monday, December 1, 2008 in blabbers

I LOVE GOD.

it’s just that i’m not an enthusiast of this holiday like other people.

Maybe because i didn’t grow up in a household wherein they really prepare for Christmas.

I envy those people, my friends who really prepares for Christmas.

Those who have their whole family putting up the Christmas tree together, those who decorate their houe together, those who sing and listen to Christmas carols while doing these………

Well, you can’t have everything in life.

Where are the happy thoughts when you need them?

My mind is clogged up with all the bad memories and scenarios.

I don’t want to drink so i can forget all my problems.

I don’t want to smoke to blow off all my problems.

I don’t wanna do drugs to take me to a happy place.

DEAR FRIENDS, MAKE ME LAUGH.

THE COVENANT

Posted: Friday, November 21, 2008 in shiznit

Hottest movie EVER!! ;) )

THIRD TERM

Posted: Thursday, November 13, 2008 in blabbers

i just finished making my schedule for the third term. During my first term, i was so excited to make my own schedule because i’ll be the one who will manage my time. BUT, what i didn’t know is that it is sooo FREAKIN HARD!!!! i wasn’t able to create my own schedule so i copied the schedule of my very good classmates :D there were a lot of options to choose from! HAHA :D

*MONDAY AND WEDNESDAYS 8:00 to 4:10

*TUESDAYS 8:00-3:40

*THURSDAYS 8:00 to 1:50

Memoirs of Love

Posted: Thursday, October 23, 2008 in emotional instability

I loved you for four straight years of my life.

No matter what my friends said, i still kept loving you.

No matter who i was with, it was you whom i was wanting and needing. It was you who i came running back to.

No matter how many times you broke my heart, i still accepted you with open arms.

No matter how many times you promised me everything, i still believed in you and i still had faith that someday, you will give me everything.

“You promised me the world, and i gave it to you. You promised me your love, but i was the one who loved you. You promised me loyalty and honesty, but i was the only one who was loyal and honest.”

I would’ve given you everything you needed right in the palm of your hands.

I could’ve loved you with all of my heart.

BUT things change, times change. NOW, i no longer love you nor feel anything for you. I always thought that you’d be the one who will always be in my heart. That no matter who i am with, that person can never replace you. But that’s not how it works anymore. This feels new to me because you have always been a big part of my life. You brought me joy, love and pain that it seemed like my world revolved around you for a long time.

I have finally let you go and the feeling is uplifting.

I’m not a fighter, I’m a quitter

Posted: Thursday, October 23, 2008 in emotional instability

Unfortunately, it’s true.

Someone give me anti-depressants!!!

Posted: Thursday, October 23, 2008 in emotional instability

I am VERY VERY DEPRESSED! so here’s the thing. We had our first quiz in BUSMATH weeks ago. Unfortunately, i failed that one BADLY!! We had our second quiz i think last Thursday. I failed again! i computed my grades and it is way below passing! When i got my paper awhile ago, i immediately went to the bathroom and cried for like 20 minutes. I cannot take this anymore! I have been feeling depressed, stressed and down for 2 straight weeks now. I haven’t gotten any good sleep within that two weeks. I guess i just finally broke down awhile ago.

I LIKE LaSalle. It is my dream school. I have been praying for me to pass LaSalle since i was in 4th year HS. But i just can’t cope up. My brain is just not that smart for me to continue with Accountancy. My brain is not Accountancy-level. The stress and the face pacing is eating me up alive! I can’t see myself having to deal with the stress and pressure every term. If i continue with this, i think i will seriously commit SUICIDE.

I don’t feel like studying anymore. I have alot of midterms coming up, tomorrow is Accounting midterms. I have lost the urge and need to study.

I know i need to fight. I need to work and study harder. As my friend said, “Lalaban tau kat. Hanggang ndi gumuguho ang Lasalle, lalaban tau!.” It makes sense right. I want to fight, i need to fight. But i just don’t see the point anymore. After all, I don’t even like Accounting.

I’m thinking bout transferring schools. ugh.

Whoops.

Posted: Tuesday, October 21, 2008 in blabbers

I just realized that my post “Inevitable” is my second post regarding CHANGE. The first one was entitled, “Everybody’s changing and i don’t feel the same.” So it only means that i am really bothered by it. HA HA. I can’t let it go :p

Inevitable.

Posted: Tuesday, October 21, 2008 in emotional instability

The only inevitable thing in life is, CHANGE. No matter how hard you to try to control or resist it, sooner or later it will happen. You cannot stop it from happening. It is a part of life. So might as well live with it and make the most out of it.

Things like these should no longer be considered as a problem because there is no solution.

enjoy the anticipation of the unknown

Posted: Tuesday, October 21, 2008 in emotional instability

I was listening to the radio during this same day last week. It was the usual station i listen to every morning. They DJ’s were talking and i heard them say, “Enjoy the anticipation of the unknown.” The line came from one of the texters of the radio station. It caught my attention because it actually made sense and it sounded optimistic or positive.

I have always been afraid of the unknown, the future, the mysteries of life. It brings the aura or the feeling of not being in control of what the world might throw at you. You can wake up one day and realize that you have lost everything. I know that the future is in our hands but we cannot fight with faith.

Their topic for that morning was how to enjoy being single. OBVIOUSLY, I am Single. Sad, But true. Actually it’s no longer a burden to me, i got USED to it. :|

There are times when i enjoy being single. I get to go out and meet other people and enjoy their company. But MOST of the times, i just want to be steady. To be with one man, a man who loves and cares for me.

I’ve never been the type of person who goes for the long-steady relationships. I’ve always been the one who goes out on dates, nothing serious. But, i’m getting tired of that. It’s fun for a short period of time pero nakakasawa na.

At the end of the day, i want to feel secure that a guy will be there for me, someone who will love me deeply. A guy who will call me at 3 in the morning just to say “i love you.” A guy who won’t try to change me BUT accept me for all my flaws and vices.

I am ready and NO LONGER afraid to be loved and to love.

Alcohol Dementia

Posted: Saturday, October 18, 2008 in shiznit

It’s a new term i learned today :)

I was having my foot spa awhile ago and i was reading MOD magazine at the same time. An article talked about different kinds of addiction. Focusing on Alcoholism.

Alcohol Dementia is an illness that a person gets over the years caused by excessive drinking. It is like losing your memory, like brain cells dying! haha! The brain can’t work properly anymore. It will be hard to concentrate or memorize things.

I hope i don’t get that! :D

Wacky Wednesdaysss!

Posted: Wednesday, October 15, 2008 in shiznit

Today is a super uber doober goober HAPPY day!. :)

Fun times with my friends in GP. Super laughtrip, solid!

Karaoke and ice cream with 2 of my friends. Non stop laughter! Vanity moments in the bus. Hee hee ;)

Pictures are in my multiply account. Check it out if you want :)

Tomorrow is another day, another Fun-filled day. Ho Hooo!!

p

yaya your such a loser! :p

pfft. Ugh. pissed!

Posted: Wednesday, October 15, 2008 in blabbers

So yesterday, was one hell of a day! My phone was ringing non stop so i didn’t get to concentrate the whole day. Especially in my BUSMATH class! I’m really having a hard time in that subject and i didn’t get to learn anything pa yesterday! UGH!

Something happened yesterday that i think i shouldn’t elaborate. It was so Fcked up!! I was so pissed that i wanted to confront the people who were pissing me off! I couldn’t take it anymore yesterday that i was ranting non stop!

Ugh. i’m just glad that’s over with. BUT I’M STILL PISSED!!! >:(

5th and hell week!

Posted: Saturday, October 11, 2008 in blabbers

So here it goes. It’s almost the 5th week of term and midterms are coming up! So that means, it’s gonna be HELL! I’m starting to feel the pressure. Projects due this week, Quizzes, Midterms. UGH! why do i always cram? :|

What is the reason behind all of this?

Posted: Thursday, October 9, 2008 in emotional instability

Lately, i have been seriously feeling out of balance. Like everything is going the wrong way. Everything is fcked up. I don’t know if it’s my fault, if i did something to cause all of this or its just meant to happen.

My body is moving but my mind is not following. I feel like i’m on autopilot.

Studies have always been my number one priority in life. But now, it seems like i’m losing my grip on it.

I am currently in a situation i’m not supposed to be in. It’s not right and it seems unlikely to happen. I haven’t been thinking nor making the right decisions that’s why i got myself into this mess. As usual, i have been reacting and moving on impulse. I have been wanting to get myself out from this situation but i can’t figure out why i CAN’T. Something is holding me back and i don’t know what it is.

I talked to a friend about this and he got mad at me. He made me realize that what i’m doing is wrong and i should start fixing my life again, to get my head back in the game. He promised to help me. I made my decision to end all of this and that is FINAL.

Out of focus

Posted: Thursday, October 9, 2008 in blabbers

I told myself that i will study hardER this 2nd term. But nothing happened. I am even lazier than before. I no longer do my assignments, study and listen in class. I feel so out of focus. I need to set my priorities straight. I need to get my head back in the game. STUDIES COME FIRST. No more gimiks for me in the meantime. I need to study and catch up with my lessons.

A day passes by without me learning anything. It’s like i’m throwing away my 60k tuition fee.

I need to study. Focus Kat, focus. Please, i beg you!

hate that bitch in CLA

Posted: Wednesday, October 8, 2008 in blabbers

YUP! I absolutely, positively HATE her!! She is so mean to me and i’m not even doing anything to her! UGH. talk about insecure dear! :p well i feel sorry for you. HAHA! NOT.

I am aware that the only inevitable thing in life is CHANGE. But i am so scared of it. I can’t afford to have some major changes in my life.

My friend says that change is okay, that i should welcome and accept it. She said that it will do me good. But i just can’t. I am afraid that if i change, i will lose myself. I will lose my identity. I know that changing ones self is like having a remix or revised version of yourself. It will still be you but only different. But for me it doesn’t work that way.  I feel like i will be totally erased from this world and will only be a part of history. It’s like i will no longer be “KAT.” It’s like i’m going to be another person.

I am carefree, stubborn and hard headed. I know those aren’t good traits but people, my friends, know me like that.

I hate it when people say, “Kat nag-iba ka na talaga.” I am hell aware of it and people don’t have to say it! It frustrates and hassles me to here that. I know i’m changing inch by inch. I can’t seem to control it. I don’t want it to happen. I’m scared as hell. I’m afraid that i will not be able to accept myself, i won’t be happy with the new me. I’m scared to feel disgusted with myself.

I know i won’t be able to accept it. But what can i do? Like i said, change is inevitable. No matter how hard i try to resist or control it, sooner or later it will happen. Sooner or later it will all come crashing down….

help.

Posted: Wednesday, October 8, 2008 in blabbers

I’m in my computer accounting class and i can’t understand a thing! I’m desperate here :|

Knowledge is power

Posted: Tuesday, October 7, 2008 in blabbers

Don’t you just hate it when you ask a sales person about a certain product they have and they can’t even explain it right? i know i hate it.

First of all, you are a sales person and you sell that product. You MUST have an idea what the hell it is!

I was canvassing the new iPod Nano awhile ago and i went to four different stores and they all said four different things! I hate sales persons. UGH >:(

OH COME ON!

Posted: Tuesday, October 7, 2008 in emotional instability

I’m having a crisis here. I haven’t felt like this, like shit, since my 2nd year days in HS. That feeling was caused by a certain boy that made me feel like shit. Like i’m not worth anything. Like i was so ugly or something. After that incident i got so down and it took me a long time to get my self esteem back. Now that i have it back and now that i am stable, here comes this guy that messes me up again. FOR PETE’S SAKE HE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT! he is so arrogant and insensitive that i am hating him more everyday! He only thinks of himself. HE is self centered. UGH. But, i just can’t step away from him. WHY, OH WHY. :(

Sick days IN

Posted: Tuesday, September 30, 2008 in blabbers

I have been sick since Monday. The worse feeling. Feeling hot all day, feeling weak, feeling like your joints will collapse the moment you stand up and having your eyes swollen. Ugh, hate it. Good thing i’m feeling better now.

There are alot of coming up movies that i want to watch so i better get well SOON! :p

When Kat met the trains

Posted: Saturday, September 27, 2008 in shiznit

the title was inspired by the movie entitled, “when harry met sally.” just another one of my weirdness ;)

Last Thursday me and my blockmates watched the UAAP game in Araneta. So we had to ride the LRT then MRT. It was fun and exciting for me because it was the first time i was going to take the train to somewhere far. Not like i haven’t rode the train ever. I get to ride it once in a while but only until the Baclaran stop. After the LRT ride, we had to transfer to the MRT and the line there was so long! entrance line and the ticket line. Glad got that over with. I got to sit down at the MRT because there wasn’t much people inside the train during that time. Different story while going home! the MRT was so jampacked!! i had my face on the post and i bumped my head! Stupid post! >:( goodthing my foam finger survived! It is still in one piece :D Got off the MRT. Walk, walk and more walk to the LRT. Luckily, the LRT got no one in it! haha :) )

Oh yes, i am proud that i got to ride both trains :D

Hello world!

Posted: Friday, September 26, 2008 in mabuhay

i have been hearing all about wordpress almost everywhere. in school, from my friends and even in the radio. i have been wanting to create an account here for a long time now. i’m new here. but i’m not new in the blogging world. i used to blog in friendster, multiply, xanga and livejournal. but currently my livejournal account is the active one or the only one that is still working.

i am still trying to figure this out. so goodluck to me :)

the new iPod nano

Posted: Friday, September 26, 2008 in shiznit

i have been dying and craving for one of these! In particular the red 16gb nano

somebody get me one!!!

is it already out in the Philippines?

incapable.

Posted: Friday, September 26, 2008 in emotional instability

i am a person who is emotionally incapable of understanding her own feelings.

oh YES, even i cannot process what i feel.

so tell me, how can other people understand me?

Animo LaSalle!

Posted: Friday, September 26, 2008 in shiznit

As all of you may know, DLSU Green Archers lost to the ADMU Blue Eagles in the Finals Game 2 of the UAAP yesterday. I do believe that the we, the audience, have been robbed of a good game. i cannot understand why the refs were calling all those fouls! some were irrational, untrue and out of line. It was not a good nor a classic championship game.

anyway, ANIMO LASALLE! i am still an Archer by heart :)

Can’t get enough of my foam finger! OH YEAH! NUMBER 1 LASALLE!