Ever since i went into college, I have changed a lot. Not only in terms of my priority but also with the attitude i have in life. The things that mattered most to me in High school like gimiks, doesn’t seem important to me now. Back then when i would miss just a single one [...]
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You no longer make my heart skip a beat. You no longer stop my world whenever i see you. You no longer take my breath away. You no longer put a smile in my face. You no longer make me wanna do stupid things. You no longer make me want to come back running to [...]
Dear happy thoughts, come and take me away
Posted: Sunday, November 23, 2008 in emotional instabilityWhere are the happy thoughts when you need them? My mind is clogged up with all the bad memories and scenarios. I don’t want to drink so i can forget all my problems. I don’t want to smoke to blow off all my problems. I don’t wanna do drugs to take me to a happy [...]
I loved you for four straight years of my life. No matter what my friends said, i still kept loving you. No matter who i was with, it was you whom i was wanting and needing. It was you who i came running back to. No matter how many times you broke my heart, i [...]
Unfortunately, it’s true.
I am VERY VERY DEPRESSED! so here’s the thing. We had our first quiz in BUSMATH weeks ago. Unfortunately, i failed that one BADLY!! We had our second quiz i think last Thursday. I failed again! i computed my grades and it is way below passing! When i got my paper awhile ago, i immediately [...]
The only inevitable thing in life is, CHANGE. No matter how hard you to try to control or resist it, sooner or later it will happen. You cannot stop it from happening. It is a part of life. So might as well live with it and make the most out of it. Things like these [...]
I was listening to the radio during this same day last week. It was the usual station i listen to every morning. They DJ’s were talking and i heard them say, “Enjoy the anticipation of the unknown.” The line came from one of the texters of the radio station. It caught my attention because it [...]
Lately, i have been seriously feeling out of balance. Like everything is going the wrong way. Everything is fcked up. I don’t know if it’s my fault, if i did something to cause all of this or its just meant to happen. My body is moving but my mind is not following. I feel like [...]
everybody’s changing and i don’t feel the same
Posted: Wednesday, October 8, 2008 in emotional instabilityI am aware that the only inevitable thing in life is CHANGE. But i am so scared of it. I can’t afford to have some major changes in my life. My friend says that change is okay, that i should welcome and accept it. She said that it will do me good. But i just [...]
I’m having a crisis here. I haven’t felt like this, like shit, since my 2nd year days in HS. That feeling was caused by a certain boy that made me feel like shit. Like i’m not worth anything. Like i was so ugly or something. After that incident i got so down and it took [...]
i am a person who is emotionally incapable of understanding her own feelings. oh YES, even i cannot process what i feel. so tell me, how can other people understand me?
